

stabbedI'v been stabbd in the back. I can feel the steel cold blade pierce my skin. Going deep and deeper. Im going to die under your hand, The hand i was never afraid of, The hand that saved me time and time agian, From myself and everyone around me. Just when i thought you were done, Done trying to end my life for me, I could feel the cold metal twist and turn under my skin, Carving desins of past love into bone. Just your twisted way of forever imprinting me with your memorie. The torchuring pain grows when I her you start to laugh, For some reason the pain you caused mstabbed


EscapeIm drownding,Escape
In an amber colored bottle. Swimming with the liquid monster, He grasps my throut tighter and tighter, Cutting off my atempts to get help. I know i shouldnt, I know its wrong, But the taste of bittersweet escape, Burning my throut, is what i want, What i need? Liquid amber eyes, Danceing behind amber glass. Testing me, Daring me to dive in, To escape from the world in an amber sea, To escape the pain of being stabbed in the back.


Ocean of emotions 2I thought he cared, I thought he was truly there for me, But thinkin gis dangerous. It dosent help me, All it does is hurt. He was thereOcean of emotions 2
Helping me when life got hard, He pulled me from the dark depths of despair. Helping me clear air for the first time. Smiling, he released my hand. Laughing at his own victory. Watching me sink back into my black ocean, Deeper and deeper. His eyes danced as he laughed, Then the liquid monster pulled at me. The liquid monster is smooth, soothing. Amber brown liquid eyes staring at me, calling to me. I wish i


Ocean of emotions 1I can feel pain everywere, I can feel love everywere, But i cant feel anything. I can see pain, i can see love, But i cant feel anything. I can hear hate, I can hear love, But i cant feel anything. I can taste pain, I can taste love, But i cant feel anything. I dont feel, I cant. Im dead to all feelings, Lost in an ocean of emotions, Trying to stay afloat, But sinting deeper and deeper. Into black, unforgiving depths of eternity. I dont feel any feer, I have excepted what I have become. Im waiting for the monster, &nbsOcean of emotions 1


just take another hitthe things we didjust take another hit
and the stuff you told me
was that all because you did not want me to think of you badly or was it real
that stuff is going to take you from me one day i ask you now to stop
and come back to me
let me help you
you sneak out to take a hit
but dose it help the pain
or is it just fun let me make the bad go away
i never wished that things would go this way i hoped that you wanted more but i have to take a step back
maybe i dont know who you are
have you changed
or ar


letter to himif i told you then i loved youletter to him
would it change where we are now
would it have worked
or would we not even talk
i seemed to move on
and put you out of my mind
but just so you know you are the first thing i think of when i wake up
and the last thing i think of as i close my eyes you sleep that night
i need you tell you this be cause i can hold it in any longer
i need to let it out
you have a right to know
but i can
no i wont send you this it will sit there and collect dust
you will never see it
i just need it to be written
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~The Irony Of Life Is That, By The Time You're Old enough To Know Your Way Around, You're Not Going Anywhere Anymore ~
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~The Irony Of Life Is That, By The Time You're Old enough To Know Your Way Around, You're Not Going Anywhere Anymore ~
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~The Irony Of Life Is That, By The Time You're Old enough To Know Your Way Around, You're Not Going Anywhere Anymore ~
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~The Irony Of Life Is That, By The Time You're Old enough To Know Your Way Around, You're Not Going Anywhere Anymore ~
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